watched FO the whole night of yesterday. laughed like a mad giraffe, then slept like the cutest alien from outer space. & now, i am wide awake and super energetic. have to get that checklist completed.



do u think god is funny? i think he definitely is..

i dont know if its supposed to be a compliment or an insult. but a lot of guys have been telling me this :( oh welllllllllllll

i dont know how it happened. but. it. did.

ugh! i am so annoyed that someone else actually knows about it. it was supposed to be my harmless guilty pleasure. pffffffft. so now, should i find a new replacement?? hahahaaa.

anyway: i desperately need to reformat my laptop. somethings wrong with it. not as efficient and fast as it used to be. but it seems like i dont have enough time to let the IT nerd babysit my laptop.

wanna watch it again.
heath ledger, why are you dead already?!

*yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawn

restless.
have. to. CONCENTRATE!

when nothing ever falls apart,
you wonder the kind of life you're leading. because nothing seems to feel right, when it is.
you wonder what life has in store for you. cause you keep wanting more. more than you ever had,
more than you have ever experienced. you want to create a scene, but you're too much of a coward to even express yourself cause you worry what others might perceive of you. whats worse is that you're even afraid to eat cause it makes you fat than you already are, but you end up finishing the whole tub of ben & jerry's, without any hesitation.


you are nothing but a wimp.
powerless & vulnerable.